Friday, October 3
Thursday, October 2
Ok im seriously gonna throw myself off a cliff. Everyone is always bitching at me. No wonder my heart freakin wants to stop beating. Sometimes i hate people more then anything else. I fuckin need to get away from this shithole. MY "family" is just a bunch of retards on a rage to piss me off. Today i went to the doctor and guess what guys.. Yepp thats right, i have more medicine. lol. And they now think i have an eating disorder cuz i lost a pound. And i hate my sister, she wants to be wiccan cuz she watches the craft. What a whorebag. I am currently lacking blood, cuz they took it. My moms a fuckin whiner "blah blah blah, i work..." wahhhh. cry about it bitch Well hopefully tommorow will be better. Today was shitty.
Wednesday, October 1
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Wow, i went to school for a half hour today. cuz i started blacking out so i went home. I slept from 9:30 till 3 lol. So i feel alittle better. And tommorow i won't be in school until later because im going to the doctor. I hate school so its all good. I just ate a pop tart, and lemme tell ya, they after taste is not making me too hungry for another. Im so sleepy, but i refuse to go to sleep. You know what i hate... I hate cops, i also hate wal mart. They give me nightmares and reaccuring flashback problems *twitches* anyway. I didn't call p-nut today, but i don't belive he understands that i was sick, and that i thought he was angry with me, considering he was very mad at me last nite. I dunno men are confusing. Tim is currently mad at me too. I find this interesting, he says i am "loving to fight". I dont' remember loving that, but sure, what the hell. oh not the heat is off, i hate pennsylvania. Its hard to say in french, and its cold. *big huge yawn* i give up, im giving in, i need sleep. peace out u beautiful people lol
Tuesday, September 30
Today was cool School was lame, but i got to see awesome mel and i talked to alex! Alex is hot. Anyway. lol Then tim took me home, yea.... that was interesting lol. Then i was sitting there writing and playing guitar and i was like WOW, im gonna call ben, so i called him, and HE CAME OVER! We just chilled on my bed and watched tv. He is REALLY Hot. lol We video taped each other too. I wanna scrog him i think lol. I keep exiting the conversating with nate steph and lacey, but im sorry guys im trying to type this thing. My finger is soo sore, i took the brace off. Ben was practicing killin techniques on me. And was very successful at making me nearly die lol. I think i ran out of air a few times, i saw the light. I also babysat a baby today. It wouldn't stop crying though, so i got pissed. Like really pissed, and i wouldn't touch it. But i got over that, and gave it a bottle. Yea thats all i did today. Im hungry and i have to call my home dawg p-nut. hes a sexy bitch
Monday, September 29
I have a horrible headache,and we now officially have poisonous spiders in my house lol. wow, i love this house. Anyway, i recorded mysefl today, it was cool. actually it was lame. Then hmm what else do i do. Oh my mom says im not allowed to talk to her, cuz we currently hate each other lol *scratches with finger brace* This thing is amazing for scratching. Tims moms a whore. I hope she reads this lol. It would make my day, shes a fuckin jesus bitch who is sooooo Holy, to not accept any other religion. Fuck that. I'd like to take a big shit on her bible :). Anyway. I made a new song today on my geeeee tar. It is one hot fuckin song man. And I can play it without my middle finger, now thats talent lol. Hmmm so stephie is hot, only wow i forget what i was gonna say. I need to get rid of all my cats. IF ANYONE WANTS A KITTEN, LEMME KNOW YOU CAN HAVE ONE! THEY ARE CUTE. *whistles* im supposed to call p-nut ill call him at 9:40. Yes, but for now im gonna go talk to people.
