Friday, July 18
the show was awesome. omg woo. the first band that played was like my idol lol. they were called the network. and they had a really awesome chick singer. she was awesome. the mosh pit was awesome, until someone started fighting... i came out ok. only an eye that is realyl really sore, and laceys jaw is locked lol. dom took us home, and we made our obnoxious WAHHH WAHHH noises at strangers on the street outside bars lol. i kinda wish i could go to the show tommorow, but i wanna see my girl cally before she leaves for colorado. woooooooooo we made her a song. its soo pretty. wooooooooooooo my eye is killing me alittle. i really wish lacey would go to get her cd, so we could listen to that awesome band.. but shes is being mean to me... :(. she polked my eye fluff.
im making noodles. i like noodles. lol just plain noodles with butter. i just got done chasing this little hamster thingy, that was outside my door lol. i didn't catch it. my butt hurts rather bad lol. damn bees. i wanna go to the show soo bad, but i kinda only wanna go if lacey goes. cuz lacey rocks my face off. yea just like that baby. *well the landslide brought me down* blah. lol im soo hungry, these damn noodles better hurry up. i haven't did anything excitign today at all. juts cleaned cuz my family is going to kentucky? yea and im not going there. lol so im gonna go stay with my dad. and lacey and cally. our computer at my dads died.. like really died lol. cuz we got a virus called "loveletters" and it ate our harddrive. yea that one bites lol. well im gonna go eat.. mmm noodles
Thursday, July 17
today was awesome. nate steph lacey and i went to clp. for all u meadville people.. thats conneaut lake park. see us people from linesville and conneaut lake, know it by clp lol. anyway. it was awesome. we rode the blue streak sooo many times. i hit my head off the back of the seat though, pretty hard. i think i have a concussion lol i can't spell. anyways it was still awesome.. i got told i looked good... it would have meant something if it wasn't from a 80 year old man. we sand karaoke twice too. woot. we sang wannabe by the spice girls. id like to give a shoutout to my other spicegirl memebers, nate steph and lace. u guys are rockin lol. we also sang im real. yea nate was ja rule. wooo there were some ambulences and firetrucks, rescueing some people from some ride that broke.. we didn't pay much attention to that. instead we went swimming lol. stephs boob came out of her bathing suit lol and nate got to see his first booby.! Wooooo nate. congrats
lol nate got soo mad at lacey, cuz right after nate was completely dried off, lacey whipped wet sand at his back. i swear he was soo pissed he almost shit himself lol. me and lacey made it our mission to make sure we didn't get sand on our feet cuz it feels nasty. so we layed out stephs and laceys towel *sorry steph bout that, it was all laceys idea* and that was working, till we realized the towels were then unusable cuz they had been now drenched in sand lol. so instead we brought chairs down to the beach, and sank into the water lol. its amazing to know that some guy just drowned in that lake, yesterday. yea i find that hot. lacey peed in the water too. i was lactating alot from that water. woah
lol nate got soo mad at lacey, cuz right after nate was completely dried off, lacey whipped wet sand at his back. i swear he was soo pissed he almost shit himself lol. me and lacey made it our mission to make sure we didn't get sand on our feet cuz it feels nasty. so we layed out stephs and laceys towel *sorry steph bout that, it was all laceys idea* and that was working, till we realized the towels were then unusable cuz they had been now drenched in sand lol. so instead we brought chairs down to the beach, and sank into the water lol. its amazing to know that some guy just drowned in that lake, yesterday. yea i find that hot. lacey peed in the water too. i was lactating alot from that water. woah
Wednesday, July 16
o yea i forgot to mention.. pete brought me a lovely happy sandwich. cuz i was upset. it was peanut butter marshmallow fluff stuff. it was sooo awesome. eke-weka. i love that boy. hes a sweetheart
woot. today was awesome. i woke up at 11:15. i was supposed to wake up at 11. but u know how that works. so i woke up and erinn called. we talked about my lovely ghost encounter last nite. and then she decided she would come over. So i took a shower.. yea i washed my hair too, with shampoo. and i washed my bo-t with soap "hold on a min guys, i have to wash my body" lol
then lacey came over. so we called some people like pete and nate and they came over. o wait erinn came over first, we all chilled in my room and played nintendo. we got bored though for a min so we attacked pete with a hose lol so then i had to give him another big kiss, i mean shirt... and we sprayed him with alittle bit too much bod (really ripped abs) and he claims he had a headache all day lol. oopsi sorrybout that pete. anywho. after erinn and pete left *tear* we miss those little chicas... lol yes chica include u petrica. then nate and me and lacey played twister. and we just hung out and harassed him lol. then nate left, and within a hlaf hour tim called us and said he was coming over, so me and lacey made dinner. tim came over and we had a sunflower seed spitting war. and we got to roll around on the ground together, it would have been cool, but u know tim just can't get over *meow* --- place best guess here __________. yea it was lots of fun, so we ewnt up in my room and played nintendo again and chased tim around with lipstick, then he got in between my mattress adn boxsprings. and hid lol like a little puppy. he looked like a wolf, he even bit us when we stick our hand in to grab him, finally he came out cuz he couldn't breathe, and we just did his hair lol he was gonna let us put makeup on, but as we were getting ready i stuck on "dude looks like a lady" and he got pissed.. i dont' know why :S . lacey tried convincing him, but it didn't work.. it was great mmhmm then he went home. nate really has a thing for lacey. i think he should tell steph.. :)
then lacey came over. so we called some people like pete and nate and they came over. o wait erinn came over first, we all chilled in my room and played nintendo. we got bored though for a min so we attacked pete with a hose lol so then i had to give him another big kiss, i mean shirt... and we sprayed him with alittle bit too much bod (really ripped abs) and he claims he had a headache all day lol. oopsi sorrybout that pete. anywho. after erinn and pete left *tear* we miss those little chicas... lol yes chica include u petrica. then nate and me and lacey played twister. and we just hung out and harassed him lol. then nate left, and within a hlaf hour tim called us and said he was coming over, so me and lacey made dinner. tim came over and we had a sunflower seed spitting war. and we got to roll around on the ground together, it would have been cool, but u know tim just can't get over *meow* --- place best guess here __________. yea it was lots of fun, so we ewnt up in my room and played nintendo again and chased tim around with lipstick, then he got in between my mattress adn boxsprings. and hid lol like a little puppy. he looked like a wolf, he even bit us when we stick our hand in to grab him, finally he came out cuz he couldn't breathe, and we just did his hair lol he was gonna let us put makeup on, but as we were getting ready i stuck on "dude looks like a lady" and he got pissed.. i dont' know why :S . lacey tried convincing him, but it didn't work.. it was great mmhmm then he went home. nate really has a thing for lacey. i think he should tell steph.. :)
Tuesday, July 15
. i don't understand life right now. i dont' understand love mostly. it seriously fascinates me soo much that it hurts. how can one person, who merely wants to smash every guys heart, have every one, and thats there the girl in the corner. not so pretty, but damn she would give all she has, just for a bit of their love.. that would last forever. its insane.yes thats gurl in the corner is me. i would do ANYTHING, and i have done everything just to even get close to having someone to love me, and then they always manage to slip away. they don't even stick around long enough to patch a few holes in my heart. i don't wanna sound like i have it bad, but god dammit if this isn't bad, then i don't wanna experience any worse. it hurts soo bad. why do i fall for every wrong guy... but every right guy wont' fall for me? I don't udnerstand at all. can't they see, they i have never broke a heart without a tear rolling down my face.. more like a thousand. and i love them with all i have to give, i guess what i have to give isn't enough for them... for anyone.god fuckin damn. im so sick of trying to love.. and failing to get love in return. what the fuck did i do to the world, to have it be a bitch
erinn and cassie came over today. it was awesome. we sat around adn played guitar, and listened to wonderwall and all kinds of music lol. it was funness. we had cappachino sticks too, and played with my lizard. geez then i sat around and awas bored lol. i made dinner, yes actual food.. and now im making pudding. damn my stomach hurts. I can't wait for callys awesome party this weekend, its gonna rock my face off lol.its raining, really hard. and its awesome. i wish i had someone that loved me, like ACTUALYL loved me lol. and didn't just want my body lol. yea that would be cool. *yawn* im not gonna be too heartbroken thuogh if i dont' find them.
Im so sick of being in this body
A body that is blank of all feelings.
..or so i am told
Its a useless search
But I'll keep on looking
I have nothing better to do anyway
Falling in defeat, ill fly away
5'6, shit colored eyes
and a heart just dieing to love
Am i just a body in despair?
Its funny sometimes
I swear I feel a little bit of love
then i wake up and realize
those feelings lie in a sleepless coma called dreams
And the sun has a funny way of shining at all the worst times
When im tied to my bed in tears
Its sun rays nag at me to shine,
shine thru that tear filled canvas.
The scars on my wrists are fading
I have learned so much as to drop the blade
but it teases me
Teases me with its shiny jagged body
to just let the pain run out in a blood red stream
Letting the pain escape thru a meere slice
In a suicidal revenge to cradle me to sleep.
Don't take me as a psycho
Psycho is the one that runs blankly
with a smile
and not that fake smile so many like myself paint on to cover the rage
Psycho is the one that cannot understand
the pain is spilled all over this page.
but oh how i wish... i wish i were happily and blankly
a psycho
A body that is blank of all feelings.
..or so i am told
Its a useless search
But I'll keep on looking
I have nothing better to do anyway
Falling in defeat, ill fly away
5'6, shit colored eyes
and a heart just dieing to love
Am i just a body in despair?
Its funny sometimes
I swear I feel a little bit of love
then i wake up and realize
those feelings lie in a sleepless coma called dreams
And the sun has a funny way of shining at all the worst times
When im tied to my bed in tears
Its sun rays nag at me to shine,
shine thru that tear filled canvas.
The scars on my wrists are fading
I have learned so much as to drop the blade
but it teases me
Teases me with its shiny jagged body
to just let the pain run out in a blood red stream
Letting the pain escape thru a meere slice
In a suicidal revenge to cradle me to sleep.
Don't take me as a psycho
Psycho is the one that runs blankly
with a smile
and not that fake smile so many like myself paint on to cover the rage
Psycho is the one that cannot understand
the pain is spilled all over this page.
but oh how i wish... i wish i were happily and blankly
a psycho
this is confusing me..
why won't this cup keep my drink in it. i have tried every way of drinking from it lol and it still manages to find its way outlol.frickn american made cup
why won't this cup keep my drink in it. i have tried every way of drinking from it lol and it still manages to find its way outlol.frickn american made cup
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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why does ice tea foam. that is the question of the day. along with does this make u nervous? how bout this lol. yes the amaziness of that. mm i went and chilled with annie today, we played our guitars and sang about ex's lol for a while and ate blue mac and cheese. then pete came :) and we went to tims house. but tims a big loser who does'nt like ot do anything with his cool friends. so we went to roche park without him, and we played guitar for the growling kid and the boy who liked monster mash. it was awesome. anyway, then we had to take erinn home *sniffle* and we had to deliever cassie to the tribune. so we walked around town and annie bought an electric guitar. its beautiful. i had alot of fun with them today, then i got in a shit mood and lol i have no clue why, but it was ok. . wow. i went to erinns house today. and in 2 sec of being at her house, 2 very drunk people asked if i was 21 and if my name was anna, and if i owned a harley... so i ran lol i got hit with a frisbee as i opened the door and i was worried that this nite was gonna be painful lol. so yea, erinn has stripper poles in her basement, so i practiced my moves lol. and we ate shrimp. pete told me the black stuff in the tails of them was poo, and that i ate poo. lol it was interesting. we watched something about hair, until i kinda um... fell asleep. damn attention disorder lol.Erinn has the nicest guitar ever. ahh i wanna kill her for it lol *thinks* o damn it, u know if i wasn't already having enough trouble with the law, i could do that. but erinn is safe for now... woot, my hair looks spedifal. i have on my limp bizkit head band, annies slacker shirt, and a pair of boxers.. that are very open lol. it seriously bothers me that ice tea foams. its distubring. i don't think horses like me, i tried petting one, and it didn't like me. so i petted the sped ones whose eyes bulged out of its head, and it liked me. my legs hurt bad. no clue why.. o yea, wait its something called exercise. damn. im starting to think i should do it more often. i think im seeing things, must be. lol there is lots of random things flying around by me.... anywho i think im gonna go. or something byebyes
*you look like u could have a twin*
*you look like u could have a twin*
Sunday, July 13
boo ya. i have hot chocolate. yea just a few min ago, my sister whipped out a pic of me in my underwear holding a beer bottle. lol i think i was like 11 or something. i kinda remember that nite, not much though. i had lady bug undies lol. grr my mom works tommorow. this really bites. i wish i had a life lol. anways, i wrote a few songs today. just whine ass songs. the cat jizzed all over my floor today, cuz i was tapping its butt with my foot and it got all happy :S. my cats suicidal. it "fell" out the window and landed at the bottom of the basement stairs lol. it kinda just layed around alot today. im like really tired today. im glad i saw evita today. it was an awesome play. i really wish i could be in a play like that. it just looks like soo much fun, but im too impatient, and jumpy lol. i wouldn't be able to concentrate. i watched dance fever lol it was um special to say the least. it reminded me of a show nate would watch. not that thats a bad thing, but yea u understand. anyways. steph is soo lovely. i wanna make her babies.. if only she was a man.. mmm
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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its 3:39am... me and lacey decided we ewre gonna stay awake until at least 4 am. i have gas and lacey can't crack her back, so she is doing somersaults around the room. we get paranoid when we are tired.. so all the doors and windows are locked and yea.. lol im soo tired, bu ti can make it. lacey has never seen amargeddon them movie. i loev that movie soo much, but i think we would pry just fall asleep and not watch it, ouch my back suddenly hurts.
this is me and my home girl. yea j schlo and la- rule
