Saturday, July 12
wooo today was kinda fun. lacey stayed the nite, so i woke up of course to her getting out of bed to go pee.. i always wake up when she gets out of bed.. cuz she has an overactive bladder. last nite we didn't get to sleep until late, cuz cally, my cat is in heat. and she humping us. alot lol. so we watched trigger happy tv and played with the kitty. then today, we took a shower..ok i showered lol. lacey does'nt like showering. then we went outside and kinda made my yard look lovely. i really like how we have a house over our gas meter, cuz my mom says it looks pretty, but its like the size of large dog house and has bunnies on it.... yea thats what i though too. then we went down in my basement... we thought we could be like trading spaces... but then we found molded cat poo. guess my cats likeit down there. so lacey got to be the fabrication girl and i did the dirty work, she made my kill the spiders, and im scaredo f them there things. then we watched men dance in thongs.. aww and we watched this movie with this dog named hooch. it was called turner and hooch. it was hot. lacey and me played some nintendo though. of course i won, cuz it messed up lol. lacey can't see out of her left eye... lacey cut my hiar today. it looks hot, it looks like a lampshade. we were ognna go to jareds today, pero my momma didn't wanna take us. so here we sit, with my limp bizkit head warmer and laceys bows. we danced to a whole ghetto cd today. it was fun. my favorite one was j-lo and ja rule.. im real. yea we really got down with that. lacey was the man.. of course. and i was j-lo... cuz im j-schlo. *it wouldn't be so bad, if i could take a good thing and make it last*
nate is my new hero
look what he said
Janae* says:
so what are u up ot now
Shake Ya Tailfeather! says:
oh just got back from clensing my face, you?
*Janae* says:
lol
*Janae* says:
just got done not cleansing my face
Shake Ya Tailfeather! says:
really? thats so hott! were like twins, if someone asked us if we wanted ice cream, we would both be like "yes"
now tell me that isn't just great
we would BOTH want icecream
look what he said
Janae* says:
so what are u up ot now
Shake Ya Tailfeather! says:
oh just got back from clensing my face, you?
*Janae* says:
lol
*Janae* says:
just got done not cleansing my face
Shake Ya Tailfeather! says:
really? thats so hott! were like twins, if someone asked us if we wanted ice cream, we would both be like "yes"
now tell me that isn't just great
we would BOTH want icecream
STEPH LOOK U R NOT WEIRD. and NATE ur girlfriend has fine little pretty nipples lol
look guys they can be any color
even bornw like stephies
siley-->
yes everyones nipples are different as far as color. They can be anywhere from a dark or light brown color to a dark or light pink. Also sometimes they get darker or change in color as you get older, especially if your in your teens and still developing. 07.11.03
look guys they can be any color
even bornw like stephies
siley-->
yes everyones nipples are different as far as color. They can be anywhere from a dark or light brown color to a dark or light pink. Also sometimes they get darker or change in color as you get older, especially if your in your teens and still developing. 07.11.03
Friday, July 11
wow so much has happened. this sucks. im not even gonna mention anything that happened today, cuz it just pisses me off more andmore when i think about it. my hiar looks hot, its blonde, with red streaks lol. yea or lacey says its "red top" lol its beautiful
anyway, steph has been staying with me lately. and it has been aweosme... even though she has gas alot. and shes raggin it
shes just a big mess.lol i lov ehtat gurl though. shes soo aweosme, and i love her man. hes awesome.. lacey REALYL LOVES HIM. i think they are soul mates. but i just admire his self confidence. man there are gonna be soo many partys this month. its crazy. woohooo. im being a whore lately. steph ruined her pants, from what she wishes was from her making out with nate, but no instead he put her in a headlock
anyway, steph has been staying with me lately. and it has been aweosme... even though she has gas alot. and shes raggin it
shes just a big mess.lol i lov ehtat gurl though. shes soo aweosme, and i love her man. hes awesome.. lacey REALYL LOVES HIM. i think they are soul mates. but i just admire his self confidence. man there are gonna be soo many partys this month. its crazy. woohooo. im being a whore lately. steph ruined her pants, from what she wishes was from her making out with nate, but no instead he put her in a headlock
Wednesday, July 9
mmm wow that last blog was a happy one huh. wow so much has happened since i wrote. anyway, after i got offline. steph and annie showed up with a "kit" to make me happy. it involved... things lol. anyway, so we chilled. and i smashed my head on a dryer... steph claimed it was 4:30 and annie poopedi n the basement. yea but u know shit happens...literally lol. anyway., then me and steph wne to my dads house. we called pete and asked him if he would like to chill. cuz he fuckin awesome, and we love him. so nate got jealous and decided he would come too. so me nate steph pete chilled in the back of his truck until about 11. we drove nate home and then pete drove us back home. then me and steph just got on my freaked up computer lol and broke it lol. now the only thing that loads is a pic of steph and nate lol. anways.... today. today was cool. we called everyone to chill at 1. while we were waiting for them, we smelled each others breathe, and decided we were good. so then we just found big leafs. and a little bug we call fluffy. yes he was hot. he wants to be black. but he can't be liek the other bugs... hes white lol and fluffy. so we set fluffy for a sail. but he fell on the ground, and jumped at us, and it scared the shit out of us. so we fluffy go, until pete ran him over with a scooter. *groans* my tummy hurts, we ate some random berries we found lol. then we went to nates, but he was in the shower like a loser, so i just hit on eric, and commented on his burrito *giggle*. steph is soo sexy right now. damnn. lol shes sitting right by me. anyway. when nate got done, we walked down the road, and back down the road, and annie found us.....hmmm yea lol. so we all went to thepark and cuddled, until we decided we would play hide and seek. well, they found us.... oops. lol mmmm. tim was mean, so i wouldn't make out with him *giggle* . nate put steph in a headlock... i think that is his way of showing love... yes it must be. so then we went home and watched jackass the movie. it was fucking sweet. lol i love it. thats it, o yea, my cat is in heat. and it likes to hump my bed. lol and go *REEEEEEEEOW* yea (that woul dbe alot better if u could actually hear me ) lol yeppers thats about it. mm me and steph have great ideas for games for her next party :)
cigars suck...
cigars suck...
Tuesday, July 8
i hate my mom. i hate my sister, i hate everything. im seriously so sick of going through this hell. why can't i be treated ok. why am the shitty one. grr fuckers. im not gonna let them drag me down though. they treat me like shit, im gonna do the same in return. maybe my dad will come get me.i just need to be away from these people. my sister gets me in soo much shit. my whole family hates me, cuz of her. and i have done nothing ot her. i raised her. i took care of her when my mom went psycho and didn't care about us. i raised myself and my family. and they treat me like shit. i don't understand. i know everybody feels pain, but does everyone feel this much pain? blah my nose is running like mad. i need to just suck things up and go back to smiling
Monday, July 7
omg i think im gonna throw up. lol i just watched the most disturbing thing ever. woman giving birth on tv.. cept the babies were all weird looking and covered in snot stuff. i don't think i wnna have some mini- me pop out of my uterus anytime soon.
that would just be fucking scary. anyway. today was cool. i got out the nintendo and put it in my room. but i called pete and itm adn they got the idea to come over and play nintendo with me, but before they came brian and john showed up and john just ran in my room grabbed teh control and played lol i was sooo confused. then pete and tim came.. we chilled then annie lacey and cassie showed up.. i talked to steph on the phone for a while and we decided that we must have tumors, cuz our heads hurt. and that ___ is a _______ lol yes thats it. i have a missy elliot song stuck in my head.. damn maury.
that would just be fucking scary. anyway. today was cool. i got out the nintendo and put it in my room. but i called pete and itm adn they got the idea to come over and play nintendo with me, but before they came brian and john showed up and john just ran in my room grabbed teh control and played lol i was sooo confused. then pete and tim came.. we chilled then annie lacey and cassie showed up.. i talked to steph on the phone for a while and we decided that we must have tumors, cuz our heads hurt. and that ___ is a _______ lol yes thats it. i have a missy elliot song stuck in my head.. damn maury.
im sitting here with my hair in pigtails, and cat shit on my foot lol. i had to wake up at 7:30 today, cuz i had to go to court. woohoo only a $50 fine. hell fuckin yea. lol. anyway. my sister and brother got the bright idea to chase the kittens around the house with the remote control car, and it scared teh shit out of the poor cats... literally lol. it was pretty funny actually. wow this lighter is amazing. its smokes when u try to light it lol. im soo tired. i stayed up until 2 watching south park and so yea im running on about 5 hrs of sleep, which isn't enough for me cuz i have been getting about 12 hrs of sleep every nite this summer. ... hmm the smelly grandma just called. she normally calls and starts off with something like "fucking computer" but today she decided to say hi first. how sweet. *scratches boob* yea it itched... its all sunny out today. maybe ill actually do something active... nah lol. i need to change my passwords. they are too easy. * when i see you, i forget all that i saw, i don't feel u anymore* wooo yea. my cats in heat, so it thinks its dead sexy and it runs around humping everything. hot huh. the only person it humps is lacey. but thats cuz lacey provokes the kitty. shes nastay like that. im mad at nate. he lied and said he had to work yesterday... pry just hates me and lacey. but thats out. we dont' like him either lol. i want steph to come over today and chill with me. but she pry wont' want to cuz my sister is here, and she is the anti christ. ahhhhh more ants
*grabs windex window cleaner....*
*grabs windex window cleaner....*
Sunday, July 6
Standing face to face
but miles apart
Our eyes meet
a tear falls in response
The road twists
a smile paints my face
my eys meet others
we stand breathlessly close
slam on the brakes
my neck is strangled.
My words collapse in my frail lap
Peer through the window, take a peek at the pain
Ill stare in the clouds
Dreaming..
someday ill be as utterly perfect
Ill be flawless with my crooked faults
Ill fit perfectly to my setting
perfect contrast to the blue sky
"Make mine 100% guarenteed"
give me that false belief
if all fails, ill get something good from the pain
Smoking..
a cigarette falls breathlessly to the ground
1 inch left of a lifetime addiction
Steer clear, stand ur ground
I don't need another fault to make me question
The door slams
Slammed..
the attitude is switched
Forget that you stabbed my heart since birth
and i should be sorry for taking one plunge at revenge
I have closesd my mouth so tightly
To keep the words inside
but im sorry
Things under pressure eventually seep through
hmm i wrote that poem on the way home today. my mom destroys me. i can't deal with her. but i always do.
2 more years... just 2 more years and ill be free. i won't have to worry bout her freaking out.. and tkaing it out of me*sigh*... someday... i can't believe there are people who ask for drama, and fake it.. when there are people who wish the drama would disappear and for once, things would be ok. omg i wish soo much that for once, i could go through one day.. just one day. without feeling pain. or seeing pain. why can't i have one day. woo i need to stop whining. blah. anyway. today was pretty cool. me and lacey wrote a buttcrack song, and spent hours playing donkey kong lol. it was fun. then i got to come home and face my mom. goody.
but miles apart
Our eyes meet
a tear falls in response
The road twists
a smile paints my face
my eys meet others
we stand breathlessly close
slam on the brakes
my neck is strangled.
My words collapse in my frail lap
Peer through the window, take a peek at the pain
Ill stare in the clouds
Dreaming..
someday ill be as utterly perfect
Ill be flawless with my crooked faults
Ill fit perfectly to my setting
perfect contrast to the blue sky
"Make mine 100% guarenteed"
give me that false belief
if all fails, ill get something good from the pain
Smoking..
a cigarette falls breathlessly to the ground
1 inch left of a lifetime addiction
Steer clear, stand ur ground
I don't need another fault to make me question
The door slams
Slammed..
the attitude is switched
Forget that you stabbed my heart since birth
and i should be sorry for taking one plunge at revenge
I have closesd my mouth so tightly
To keep the words inside
but im sorry
Things under pressure eventually seep through
hmm i wrote that poem on the way home today. my mom destroys me. i can't deal with her. but i always do.
2 more years... just 2 more years and ill be free. i won't have to worry bout her freaking out.. and tkaing it out of me*sigh*... someday... i can't believe there are people who ask for drama, and fake it.. when there are people who wish the drama would disappear and for once, things would be ok. omg i wish soo much that for once, i could go through one day.. just one day. without feeling pain. or seeing pain. why can't i have one day. woo i need to stop whining. blah. anyway. today was pretty cool. me and lacey wrote a buttcrack song, and spent hours playing donkey kong lol. it was fun. then i got to come home and face my mom. goody.
grrr.. i just wrote the longest blog lol and laceys dad closed it. what a stupid loser. anyways let me think what did i write about. o i wrote about yesterday. yesterday was awesome we went to seee jordan, he has an awesome neice. she is a pyro and shes only 5. what a great combination. she also sat a dead bird behind lacey, which makes her twice as cool. *lacey is singing the pepsi commerical* mmm string cheese. lacey wrote a song about me.... it was hot. but we don't remember the words, or the tune. so its just in the past. lacey has a christian shirt on. its hot. we went through the salvation army bag today. lol we need them more then the poor people do. we both got a hat out of it, cuz hats are hott. i really like my background on here now, it rocks my face off. lacey helped me do it, shes just a big hottie. mmm lol its lightenting out *lacey just made the nate noise* i had another dream about electricity so i think maybe soemthing is gonna happen with electricity. my heart is skipping. i mean pap-i-tate-ing. u know where the beat like messes up. me and lacey had this awesome plan to go the end of the road beach/swamp. but now its storming... and that would be a very bad idea considering my dreams have all had both lightening and lakes in them lol. mm i miss tim. hes soo sexy , i want his bo-t. yes i don't care if anyone else thinks hes a loser. hes my hero. i wanna be just like him when i grow up. actually to tell u the truth, i wanna be just like crossy. no one knows who he is but me and lacey. hes a hottie, found him on hotornot... only guy i've seen look hot in a sparkling jumpsuit... wow sexiness. now that i think about it, i think i forget to shut my windows in my bedroom... my lizard is pry all nasty. from all thse snow outside i mean rain that looks like snow, therefor maybe it is snow, we just don't know it. i wonder if this is gonna be bold... pry not. yea. i don't kno whow to make this allll bold. hmm i accidently typed bolt and i just remembered maybe i should check my bolt notes... this tuker and cheese sign keeps looking at me, so we are gonna u know.. go now. byebyes.
*chicken*
*chicken*
